There is a guy at the mo who I like, and I know doesn't like me. Well coz I asked him. Its really weird coz usually a 'No' is enough to make me stop liking them, but every time I see this particular person, I realise how much I like him still... :(

Its cold in my house too. But i'm not allowed to turn the heating on. And I have run out of socks.

luv john xx

My girlfriend dumped me a few weeks ago. Not only am I still completely and utterly in love with her, but I foolishly bought tickets to see her in California before we broke up. Grr. And the one person I had my eye on here? Not interested. Unrequited love. Such a lovely thing. :(

Still, at least I'm all warm and cosy here.

Yippy skippyness! Replies to my thread... I am now currently in the Parkinson cluster and it's ridiculously hot and unairy in here... Suffocation alert...oh well, at least it's not summer! My John K, I too had run out of socks...but that is no more as I did a big fat wash yesterday, ah ha!! Love/lust though really can be an annoying thing... I often wish emotions were something I could just turn off when they weren't making me feel good. Sorry about your girlfriend Alice. Hope things feel a bit more positive soon. John K, you know how fabulous and wonderful I think you are so the person you're talking about is obviously not good enough for you. Richard hope your joints are ok and Adam good luck to you... Glad that Alberto is happy enough at the mo... (it's all that Judy Garland he's been playing)

Relationships as a whole worry me a bit...Went to an all girl boarding school (all good but I was straight at the time) and then came onto the gay scene and it took 6 months before I suspected I might be bi, although I've begun to realise I should have noticed alot earlier..2 years later and I finally decided yes to that one.. But I've only kissed about 11 people in my entire life and had no actual relationshipy type thing, so I just worry I won't know what to do with myself.. All the people I've got to really like are people who I didn't really think of in that way to start off with, but then their personality has made them more attractive. So here's to finding someone who can be a good companion more than anything..and can make me laugh. And who I can just sit with and not say anything and it's not awkward..(and other corny things like that) Hope everyone finds someone lovely soon... In the meantime, friends are pretty damn good! Raise your glasses to that..I only have a bottle of vittel however so that will have to do.
Have a good day/week everyone, love Emily.xx

P.S. Anyone going to coffee hour? Jacket potato with tuna and cheese methinks..
P.P.S. Anyone going to queens tonight?..I've been moved off th cloak room back to glass collecting/money on the door...Unfortunate really, I was enjoying the lack of need for much movement about the place!
P.P.P.S Dave, one word!!!.... SLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

ah, i completely agree with all of the above ^^. there is someone who i really fancy back home, he's such a lovely person and HOT!! but obviously, (and doesnt this happen to all of us?) he's straight. im not out to my friends and i dont kno if he'll take the happy news too well, which im quite worried bout cos he's such a good friend. its enough to be with him knowing nothings going to happen than to tell him and lose our friendship.

theres someone out there for everyone, its just a matter of time. fate will find itself eventually.


well thats enough wallowing in self-pity and the like

love all, xx

p.s. i'll be at coffee hr, xx
p.s. omg i completelty 4got dan from bb was going lol, got choir and a LOT of work and a 9 start 2moz tho :( its ALL good, xx

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"ah, i completely agree with all of the above ^^. there is someone who i really fancy back home, he's such a lovely person and HOT!! but obviously, (and doesnt this happen to all of us?) he's straight. im not out to my friends and i dont kno if he'll take the happy news too well, which im quite worried bout cos he's such a good friend. its enough to be with him knowing nothings going to happen than to tell him and lose our friendship. "

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Ah! You're Phil who goes to choir! I'm so dense sometimes (and completely bad with names, too). Sorry to hear about your dilemma -- been there with one of my friends. Not fun at all. What eventually got her out of my mind out was meeting someone else.

And sorry about your girlfriend, Nic. Not sure what kind of problems you mean, but having had a bit of baggage myself in the past, having someone understanding around is one of the best things you could ask for. I'm sure she's incredibly grateful, even if she doesn't always show it.

There's someone out there for all of us, and this is coming from cynical old me. I'm going to drink coffee before I whine about my love life anymore.

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There's someone out there for all of us, and this is coming from cynical old me. I'm going to drink coffee before I whine about my love life anymore."

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How about we all drink some coffee and have an online whine together? it'l be a bonding thing

Tis absolutely freezing in my room

it's nice and warm here now. i think someone's been secretly turning the heating up...

the sky was pretty this evening. did anyone see it over the university at around 4 o'clock when orange clouds started to build up, then they turned pink and it slowly got dark while everything had a surreal orange tinge to it? lovely and cosy

i think we need an unofficial weekend coffee hour where we can go into town one morning and drink coffee somewhere slightly more relaxed than meeting room 5! not to knock coffee hour-- there's a time and a place for everything!

gosh, that was an all-over-the-place post x

Dave:
That wasn't the sunset - it was light pollution.
Sorry.

And hugs to everyone here who's had their share of lost loves and unrequited loves (I've had a couple myself, and some of you know how crap I am with relationships).

Special Hugs to Emily (don't anyone else take it the wrong way, she's just one of my best friends), Luv you and I know you'd make an amazing girlfriend one day, you have so much to offer x x x

-- Edited by PeterJ at 22:37, 2004-11-15

Or we could just pick someone at random each week and invade their flat/house/halls.

lol sounds like a plan but can i just warn u all that i really cant cook so sunday dinner at my house cud result in food poisonin, so its eat at ya own risk...

i think nic should make us all sunday dinner. she has to learn at some point

and curse you three who i went the cinema with before! i was really scared and all you did was laugh! eugh, that girl who's tampon fell out though

yum yum *eats a morrison's fake cornetto*

x

IT'S CARPET MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Life sucks.

Our hall attempts to cook a roast each Sunday, but the resulting mess is so bland that the idea of going elsewhere appeals. A lot.

I could attempt to cook for people. I make excellent roast potatoes. However, our kitchen has four stools and is the size of a stamp, so it's not the best of ideas.

ohhhhh n then there was that noise, that cracked me up. As well as the kid been sellotaped in the closet. Was predictable tho wernt it?

Samantha's toy boy in the last series - Smith??? sumthing like that :)

I watched star wars 2 the other day. I'm in love with Hayden Christiansen. *Sigh*

lol, satc rules. yes to aiden no to mr big. there was one guy samantha went out with in one episode i think he was a cop or somet, i just remember they used handcuffs, lol, he was FINE. sjp is nice but chorlotte is nicer ;) love all xx

Nice lyrics that.... What's everyone's favourite lovey type song?... Do they even have one?.. I know I'd be hard pushed to choose one...In particular there's so many good oldies out there e.g. Love lifts us up, Nothing's gonna stop us - Starship, Always - Atlantic Starr, Somewhere out there...loads... If I was going to pick one that's been out recently, I'd have to say Daniel Bedingfield - If you're not the one..I think that's a beautiful song.

Why's it so cold outside?...Why?!... And there isn't even any snow!.
John K....You are fabulous!xxx

*hugs everyone*

i forgot to buy de-icer and just had to clean my windscreen with bog roll and my fingernails. and it was -1.5° when i got in!

winter's pretty. makes me feel a little melancholy but it's my favourite season.

x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Its freezing. I'm going to buy a stupid hat to wear with ear flaps and stuff.

Great choice of song John :) although would rather hear you quoting something more cheerful (though still by Sheryl Crow of course) like Soak up the Sun maybe.

sledgings gr8, so r snowball fights. Plus its really nice back home in Chesterfield when it snows, got loadsa hills n that round me.

This has fast become the depression topic. I had a crappy night too John, as it turns out not all people are nice like I got taught as a kid, some people are ****s. So as a distraction from doing my work I will post song lyrics as well. However to sum up my night I cant decide between Sheryl Crow - My Favourite Mistake, Tori Amos - Crucify and that Kellis song that goes I hate you so much right now.. whatever thats called. That 1 has a dedication.

Yeah but even pullin dunt make things all better, theres always gonna b sum bastard u want n can't have, head****ers n other random bitches 2 make ur life a misery in one way or another. Nat's majorly ****ed me off, I can handle break ups n stuff but when she starts draggin our mates in2 it n gettin them to cancel their plans wi me 2 spend time wi her despite the fact that she can c them whenever the **** she wants n I can't, it drives me mad. She's still on bout comin up on Tuesday n stayin til Thursday n all, do some people just not get it that u dont wanna c them for abit?

bastard! try not 2 worry 2 much john, it dunt sound like he's worth it n we still love u.