these lyrics are to a song which when i was in an abusive relationship reminded me that i was not the only one who had ever been there and that it wasnt just happening to me.
I was afraid you'd hit me if i'd spoken up I was afraid of your physical strength I was afraid you'd hit below the belt I was afraid of your sucker punch I was afraid of you reducing me I was afraid of your alocohol breath I was afraid of your complete disregard for me I was afraid of your temper I was afraid of handles being flown off of I was afraid of holes being punched into walls I was afraid of your testosterone
I have as much rage as you have I have as much pain as you do I've lived as much hell as you have and i've kept mine bubbling under for you
you were my best friend you were my lover you were my mentor you were my brother you were my partner you were my teacher you were my very own sympathetic character
I was afraid of verbal daggers I was afraid of the calm before the storm I was afraid for my own bones I was afraid of your seduction I was afraid of your coersion I was afraid of your rejection I was afraid of your intimidation I was afraid of your punishment I was afraid of your icy silences I was afraid of your volume I was afraid of your manipulation I was afraid of your explosions
I have as much rage as you have I have as much pain as you do I've lived as much hell as you have and i've kept mine bubbling under for you
[chorus] you were my keeper you were my anchor you were my family you were my saviour and therein lay the issue and therein lay the problem
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don't be jealous that I've been chatting online with babes all day. Besides, we both know that I'm training to be a cage fighter.
there's a little gem of an advert out there at the moment, for a certain reconstitued meat (or meat-esque) product.
SPAM® Up, SPAM® Up and get out the can, SPAM® Up just to feed your man, SPAM® Up ‘cause it’s great outdoors, SPAM® Up when you could eat a horse, SPAM® Up for a special tea, SPAM® Up for an anniversary, SPAM® Up for the taste of it, SPAM® Up, SPAM® Up and be proud of it
how p!issed off would you be if, for a special anniversary dinner, you got given spam.
but the best thing is that they obviously think the advert will make us all want to go and buy spam.
bless.
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I turned around too late to see the fallen star I fell asleep and never saw the sun go down I took your love for granted Thought luck was always on my side I turned around too late and you were gone
Chorus:
So give me one more chance Darlin' if you care for me Let me win your love 'Cause you were always there for me If you care for me, Be there for me
I like to play the queen of hearts and never thought I'd lose I rolled the dice but never showed my hand I planned it out so perfectly, So you'd never leave a boy like me I was a fool, but now I understand
(chorus)
Here is the law of the land You play with fire and you'll get burned Here is the lesson I've learned That you don't know what you've got til it's gone
(chorus, without last two lines)
Gimme one more chance Tell me that it's not too late Let me win your love Darlin' please don't hesitate If you care for me, Be there for me
Give me one more chance
-- Edited by JohnK at 17:33, 2005-02-10
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The only freedom that you’ll ever really know
Is written in books from long ago
Forget me not, I ask of you Wherever your life takes you to And if we never meet again Think of me every now and then
We had just one day to recall Now all I want is something more Than just a fading memory Left wondering what could have been.
Isn't it a shame, that when timing's all wrong You're doing what you never meant to, There's always something that prevents you. Well I believe in fate, it had to happen this way But it always leaves me wondering whether... In another life we'd be together. We should feel lucky we can say... we've always got yesterday
And as I leave it all behind You're still emblazoned in my mind And for that very special day Nobody loved me in that way
Forget me not, I ask of you Wherever your life takes you to And if we never meet again Think of me every now and then
it's not really the lyrics that are significant, cos the song is actually pretty crap, but where is the love by black eyed peas reminds me of a time when i was really down and my friends helped me realise what i wanted in life, and i managed to change my outlook and have some of the best times of my life so far. so whenever i hear the song it makes me think about them.
The silicon chip inside her head Gets switched to overload And nobody's gonna go to school today She's going to make them stay at home And daddy doesn't understand it He always said she was as good as gold And he can see no reason Cos there are no reasons What reason do you need to be shown
Tell me why I don't like Mondays I want to shoot The whole day down
The telex machine is kept so clean As it types to a waiting world And mother feels so shocked Father's world is rocked And their thoughts turn to Their own little girl Sweet 16 ain't that peachy keen No, it ain't so neat to admit defeat They can see no reasons Cos there are no reasons What reason do you need to be shown
Tell me why I don't like Mondays I want to shoot The whole day down
All the playings stopped in the playground now She wants to play with her toys a while And school's out early and soon we'll be learning And the lesson today is how to die And then the bullhorn crackles And the captain crackles With the problems and the how's and why's And he can see no reasons Cos there are no reasons What reason do you need to die
The silicon chip ...
Tell me why I don't like Mondays I want to shoot The whole day down
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burn down our home, RAPE OUR DEAD MOUTHS. Just as long as I don't have to hear anymore of your disgusting babble
love that hate mondays song and the girl is up for parole soon i think
anyway SMASH
for mash get smash
cool tuney
beauty and the beast
Tale as old as time true as it can be barely even friends then somebody bends unexpectedly just a little change small to say the least both a little scared neither one prepared beauty and the beast
ever just the same never a suprise ever as before ever just as sure as the sun will rise certain as the sun rising in the east tale as old as time song as old as rhyme beauty and the beast
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ever just the same never a suprise ever as before ever just as sure as the sun will rise
tale as old as time tune as old as song bitter sweet and strange finding you can change learning you where wrong certain as the sun rising in the east tale as old as time song as old as rhyme beauty and the beast
Loved that song when i was younger still do smatter of fact.
...I'll never forget the time I accidentally played that at a wedding reception (I was actually going for 'Come On Eileen', but I think my finger slipped). Surreal.
And does the timing of the post there suggest a veiled reference to the cynical corporate palaver that is Valentine's Day, perchance?
blatantly. it's clearly really for band aid, which is nosense really cos the award was meant to be in recognition of the difference he's made to music, not to relieving world hunger. i don't like that song, and i'm not sure i've ever heard any boomtown rats that i did like, to be honest.
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I've already mentioned this song in a nother thread but it just reminded me. The first time I bothered to listen to the lyrics properly I sat crying in the car with the engine running so the radio would keep playing. Yes I know I'm a wimp. ______________________
The fights, those nights I tried to pretend it don't hurt The way, I prayed Someday that you would love me Really, completely Just how I wanted it to be But no, so wrong Can't believe I stayed with you so long
You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah You stole, you broke, you're cold You're such a joke to me, yeah
For every last bruise you gave me For every time I sat in tears For the million ways you hurt me I just wanna tell you this You broke my world, made me strong Thank you Messed up my dreams, made me strong Thank you
My head, near dead Just the way you wanted it My soul, stone cold Cos I was under you're control So young, so dumb Knew just how to make me succumb But I understand To make yourself feel like a man
You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah You stole, you broke, you're cold You're such a joke to me, yeah
For every last bruise you gave me For every time I sat in tears For the million ways you hurt me I just wanna tell you this You broke my world, made me strong Thank you Messed up my dreams, made me strong Thank you
You coulda had it all babe It coulda been so right I woulda given you everything Morning through night Yeah, you taught me some lessons Those are my blessings That won't happen again Thank you ______________________ It's for reasons like this that Jamelia is one of the few 'Urban' acts that I truly love.
i'm in a fairly depressive mood, so i thought i'd give you these. this song makes me mourn the loss of youth, rather than remind me of a particular person. i know i'm only 21 and still have a fair amount of youth left, but they make me think of being in the sixth form at school and all the fun we used to have, and of how my relationship has changed with the people i used to have fun with. we're still good friends, we just don't have the same childish adventure thing anymore.
autumn leaves
The falling leaves drift by my window The falling leaves of red and gold I see your lips, the summer kisses The sunburnt hands I used to hold Since you went away the days grow long And soon I’ll hear old winter’s song But I miss you most of all my darling When autumn leaves start to fall.
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quote: Originally posted by: xray dave "these lyrics where very helpful in my younger days in understanding the complexities of the public transport system
the wheels on the bus go round and round round and round round and round the wheels on the bus go round and round. all day long"
or rather:
the drivers in leeds drive like mad bástards, mad bástards, mad bástards. the drivers in leeds drive like mad bástards, so buy a car.
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burn down our home, RAPE OUR DEAD MOUTHS. Just as long as I don't have to hear anymore of your disgusting babble
talking of Metallica, I DEFY any of you to listen to 'Nothing Else Matters' and not be moved.
This is my favourite song of all time, and that is saying something. It drives me to tears every time, especially when Metallica played it at 2003 LeedsFest....
Nothing Else Matter - get it. xxx
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Three things that mark the Good Man: Truth, Honour and Love
i'm going to be really poncy now and put up some lyrics in spanish. but it's a really cool song, so i think i'm justified. it's from the buena vista social club album, which you really all need to go and buy.
Dos gardenias
Dos gardenias para ti Con ellas quiero decir: Te quiero, te adoro, mi vida Ponle toda tu attencion Porque son tu corazon y el mio.
Dos gardenias para ti Que tendran todo el calor de un beso De esos besos que te di Y que jamas encontraras En el calor de otro querer.
A tu lado viviran y se hablaran Como cuando estas conmigo Y hasta creeras que to diran: Te quiero. Pero si un atardecer Las gardenias de mi amor se mueren Es porque han adivinado Que tu amor me ha traicionado Porque existe otro querer.
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oh, **** it. while i'm in the poncy mood, i might as well put up the words to this. it is, in my humble opinion, the single most beautiful piece of music ever written. it's dido's lament, from purcell's dido and aeneas. there's not actually all that much to the lyrics, but still.
When I am laid in earth, May my wrongs create No trouble in they breast; Remember me, but ah! forget my fate.
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What Did I Do Now? Quickly she came dressed up for fame Riding her perfume downstairs Make up like glue she danced round the room To the sound of her corduroy flares Lets go to town taxis all round We could stop for a couple of beers He looks at it all stifles a yawn She tries not to look like she cares
What do I do now are we going under What did I do wrong I though we had it sorted Out the other day maybe I’m just stupid Can’t we try again No one told me it was raining
Can’t face a club they walk to a nearby pub Watch a couple of bands Draining the glass they walk home at last Reaching for each others hands
Nothing is said he goes to bed Dreaming of her on his own She stays up all week watching him sleep Scared that she’ll wake up alone
Oh I’ll miss you every day of your life Oh you’ll feel it too you’re not that strong You know I’m on to you
Oh I’ll miss you every day of your life And maybe when you’re dead I’ll get some rest from holding onto you
What do I do now then are we going under What did I do wrong I thought we had it sorted Is there someone else or am I too familiar Was it when I said I wanted to have children Tore up all your photos didn’t feel too clever Spent the whole of sunday sticking you together Now I’d like to call you but I feel too awkward Some things need explaining No one told me it was raining
i don't know why, but when i hear this song i have to sing along, and sometimes i just need to hear it.
Billy Joel - River of Dreams
In the middle of the night I go walking in my sleep From the mountains of faith To the river so deep I must be lookin' for something Something sacred I lost But the river is wide And it's too hard to cross even though I know the river is wide I walk down every evening and stand on the shore I try to cross to the opposite side So I can finally find what I've been looking for In the middle of the night I go walking in my sleep Through the valley of fear To a river so deep I been searching for something Taken out of my soul Something I'd never lose Something somebody stole I don't know why I go walking at night But now I'm tired and I don't want to walk anymore I hope it doesn't take the rest of my life Until I find what it is I've been looking for (Two beat Pause) In the middle of the night I go walking in my sleep Through the jungle of doubt To the river so deep I know I'm searching for something Something so undefined That it can only be seen By the eyes of the blind In the middle of the night (break)
’M’not sure about a life after this God knows I've never been a spiritual man Baptized by the fire, I wade into the river That is runnin' to the promised land (Long Four beat Pause)
In the middle of the night I go walking in my sleep Through the desert of truth To the river so deep We all end in the ocean We all start in the streams We're all carried along By the river of dreams In the middle of the night
I also really like hallelujah - have only ever heard rufus wainwright's version but will search the others out.
You've Got a Friend James Taylor
When you're down and troubled And you need a helping hand And nothing, whoa nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name, and you know wherever I am I'll come running, oh yeah baby To see you again. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, All you have to do is call and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. You've got a friend.
If the sky above you Should turn dark and full of clouds And that old north wind should begin to blow Keep your head together and call my name out loud And soon I will be knocking upon your door. You just call out my name and you know where ever I am I'll come running to see you again.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend? People can be so cold. They'll hurt you and desert you. Well they'll take your soul if you let them. Oh yeah, but don't you let them.
You just call out my name and you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again. Oh babe, don't you know that,
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will. You've got a friend. You've got a friend. Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
a new one that had me in tears immediately when i first heard it..
This is the first day of my life Swear I was born right in the doorway I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed They're spreading blankets on the beach Yours is the first face that I saw I think I was blind before I met you Don't know where I am, don't know where I've been But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know That these things take forever, I especially am slow But I realized how I need you And I wondered if I could come home
I remember the time you drove all night Just to meet me in the morning And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said, "This is the first day of my life I'm glad I didn't die before I met you Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you And I'd probably be happy"
So if you want to be with me With these things there's no telling We'll just have to wait and see But I'd rather be working for a paycheck Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides, maybe this time it's different I mean I really think you like me
i bought coming up by suede yesterday, which is an album i used to nick off my brother and listen to constantly when i was little, reading along the lyrics as i listened to it. i was amazed at how many of the words i remembered, when i haven't heard it for such a long time. anyway, i thought i'd put up the lyrics to this weird little song.
picnic by the motorway
i'm so sorry to hear about the news, don't you worry, i'll buy us a bottle and we'll drink in the petrol fumes, i'm so sorry to hear about your world, don't you worry, there's a gap in the fence down by the nature reserve,
hey, such a lovely day, such a lovely day, such fun, looking at the lovers in a lay-by with my little one.
i'm so sorry to hear the news today, don't you worry, there's been a speeding disaster so we'll go to the motorway, i'm so sorry to hear about the scene, don't you worry just put on your trainers and get out of it with me,
hey, such a lovely day, such a lovely day such fun, looking at the lovers in a lay-by with my little one, hey, such a lovely day, such a lovely day, such fun, looking at the lorries in the litter with my lovely one,
we could go dancing, we could go walking, we could go shopping, we could keep talking, we could go drinking, we could sit thinking, we could go speeding, or we could go dreaming
hey.....
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hey. i love this song, not sure if anyone else has heard it, but its so good and the lyrics are a bit depressing but they are some of the most honest iv heard. xx
Beverley Craven
Love Scenes
I wonder what she says to you When you're alone together My imagination is so creul Picturing you holding hands And doing the things that we planned Sharing every day and night Making memories
You're playing love scenes without me And she's got my role Starring as your leading lady And stealing the show
I wanted to be with you forever We belonged together But my affection was too strong I played it all wrong Chasing you and ruining things like i do I'd give anything to turn back time Or get over you...
You're playing love scenes without me And she's got my role Starring as your leading lady And stealing the show
Am i just wasting my time Still believing someday you'll realise They're my lines What she says to you For the rest of your lives
You're playing love scenes without me And she's got my role Starring as your leading lady And stealing the show
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The whole album 'Love Scenes' is really good, its a bit old now, but if you're into down-tempo moody pop songs and rich orchestral arrnagements, this is it. xx
However, my sister gets stage fright every time she hears is now, because they used to play it in a theatrical production she was involved in, and now she hates the song!
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'I've discovered the secret of life. A lot of hard work, a lot of sense of humor, a lot of joy and a whole lot of tra la la.' Kay Thompson
Gloomy Sunday Sunday is gloomy, My hours are slumberless, Dearest the shadows I live with are numberless Little white flowers will never awaken you Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you Angels have no thought of ever returning you Would they be angry if I thought of joining you Gloomy Sunday.
Sunday is gloomy with shadows I spend it all My heart and I have decided to end it all Soon there'll be candles and prayers are said, I know, let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream, for in death I'm caressing you With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday Dreaming I was only dreaming I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart dear
Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you My heart is telling you how much I wanted you Gloomy Sunday.
Hats off to the man (or lady) who posted lyrics from tomorrows favourite band...The Postal Service, personally prefer Dogs Die In Hot Cars, but it's nice to have a succesful side project
this sounds nice, but if you listen to the words it's actually kinda creepy.
i've been watching your world from afar i've been trying to be where you are i've been secretly falling apart unseen
to me you're strange and you're beautiful you'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see you turn every head buy you don't see me
i'll put a spell on you you'll fall asleep i'll put a spell on you and when i wake you i'll be the first thing you see and you'll realise that you love me
sometimes the last thing you want comes in first sometimes the first thing you want never comes i know waiting is all you can do sometimes
i'll put a spell on you you'll fall asleep and when i wake you i'll be the first thing you see and you'll realise that you love me
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quote: Originally posted by: jonnycosmic "Hats off to the man (or lady) who posted lyrics from tomorrows favourite band...The Postal Service, personally prefer Dogs Die In Hot Cars, but it's nice to have a succesful side project"
Why, thank you. I really do think that they are the bestest.
If you come to Curious on Tuesday you will here this song. Ally introduced me to it and I love it :)
Gloria Patti Smith
Jesus died for somebody’s sins but not mine Meltin’ in a pot of thieves Wild card up my sleeve Thick heart of stone My sins my own They belong to me, me
People say ’beware!’ But I don’t care The words are just Rules and regulations to me, me
I-i walk in a room, you know I look so proud I’m movin’ in this here atmosphere, well, anything’s allowed And I go to this here party and I just get bored Until I look out the window, see a sweet young thing Humpin’ on the parking meter, leanin’ on the parking meter Oh, she looks so good, oh, she looks so fine And I got this crazy feeling and then I’m gonna ah-ah make her mine Ooh I’ll put my spell on her
Here she comes Walkin’ down the street Here she comes Comin’ through my door Here she comes Crawlin’ up my stair Here she comes Waltzin’ through the hall In a pretty red dress And oh, she looks so good, oh, she looks so fine And I got this crazy feeling that I’m gonna ah-ah make her mine
And then I hear this knockin’ on my door Hear this knockin’ on my door And I look up into the big tower clock And say, ’oh my God here’s midnight!’ And my baby is walkin’ through the door Leanin’ on my couch she whispers to me and I take the big plunge And oh, she was so good and oh, she was so fine And I’m gonna tell the world that I just ah-ah made her mine
And I said darling, tell me your name, she told me her name She whispered to me, she told me her name And her name is, and her name is, and her name is, and her name is g-l-o-r-i-a G-l-o-r-i-a gloria g-l-o-r-i-a gloria G-l-o-r-i-a gloria g-l-o-r-i-a gloria
I was at the stadium There were twenty thousand girls called their names out to me Marie and ruth but to tell you the truth I didn’t hear them I didn’t see I let my eyes rise to the big tower clock And I heard those bells chimin’ in my heart Going ding dong ding dong ding dong ding dong. Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding dong Counting the time, then you came to my room And you whispered to me and we took the big plunge And oh. you were so good, oh, you were so fine And I gotta tell the world that I make her mine make her mine Make her mine make her mine make her mine make her mine
I would say I’m sorry If I thought that it would change your mind But I know that this time I’ve said too much Been too unkind I try to laugh about it Cover it all up with lies I try and Laugh about it Hiding the tears in my eyes ’cause boys don’t cry Boys don’t cry
I would break down at your feet And beg forgiveness Plead with you But I know that It’s too late And now there’s nothing I can do
So I try to laugh about it Cover it all up with lies I try to Laugh about it Hiding the tears in my eyes ’cause boys don’t cry
I would tell you That I loved you If I thought that you would stay But I know that it’s no use That you’ve already Gone away
Misjudged your limits Pushed you too far Took you for granted I thought that you needed me more
Now I would do most anything To get you back by my side But I just Keep on laughing Hiding the tears in my eyes ’cause boys don’t cry Boys don’t cry Boys don’t cry
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The only freedom that you’ll ever really know
Is written in books from long ago
Ev'ry night I'm there I'm always there she knows I'm there And heaven knows I hope she goes I find it hard to realize that love was in her eyes It's dying now, she knows I'm crying now And ev'ry night I'm there I break my heart to please Eloise, Eloise You know I'm on my knees - yeah I said please You're all I want so haer my prayer
My Eloise is like the stars that please the night The sun that makes the day, that lights the way And when that star goes by I'll hold it in my hands and cry Her love is mine, my sun will shine And ev'ry night I'm there I break my heart to please Eloise, Eloise You know I'm on my knees - yeah I said please You're all I want so haer my prayer
My Eloise, I'd love to please her I'd love to care but she's not there And when I find you, I'd be so kind You'd want to stay, I know you'd stay
And as the days grow old, the nights crow cold I wanna hold her near to me, I know she's dear to me And only time can tell and take away this lonely hell I'm on my knees to Eloise And ev'ry night I'm there I break my heart to please Eloise, Eloise You know I'm on my knees - yeah I said please You're all I want so haer my prayer You know I'm on my knees I said please You're all I want so hear my prayer ----------------------
I remember the year I went to camp I heard about some lady named Selma and some blacks Somebody put their fingers in the President's ears It wasn't too much later they came out with Johnson's wax I remember the book depository where they crowned the king of Cuba Now that's all I can think of, but I'm sure there's something else Way down inside me I can feel it coming back
Purple toupee will show the way when summer brings you down (Purple toupee when summer brings you down) Purple toupee and gold lame will turn your brain around (Purple toupee and gold lame)
Chinese people were fighting in the park We tried to help them fight, no one appreciated that Martin X was mad when they outlawed bell bottoms Ten years later they were sharing the same cell I shouted out, "Free the Expo '67" Till they stepped on my hair, and they told me I was fat Now I'm very big, I'm a big important man And the only thing that's different is underneath my hat
Purple toupee will show the way when summer brings you down (Purple toupee when summer brings you down) Purple toupee and gold lame will turn your brain around (Purple toupee and gold lame)
Purple toupee is here to stay after the hair has gone away The purple brigade is marching from the grave
We're on some kind of mission We have an obligation We have to wear toupees
Return to Innocence Lost The Roots - feat. Ursula Rucker
Muffled sound of fist on flesh Blows to chest No breath Air gasps You ain't nothing but white trash, bitch! With each hit, each kick, each...broken rib Crack, Crack! Bones are crying Mommy's crying and bleeding And pleading And then... Daddy wants to f**k Dick hard, swelled with power rush And as if all that wasn't enough Mommy's seven months heavy with birth As...Daddy grunts and cursed drunk nothings in her bloodied ear
(singing softly) First...lullaby First...Son...will...ever...hear And never forget
Mommy almost bled to death when she have him...finally She'd already lost...three Uterus-bruised, shredded, and weak >From being daily beat And Friday nights were the worse and... Daddy never came with flowers Instead he spent hours at some corner spot With some bar pop named Cookie Putting his thing down Soiling Mommy's sheets with... Sweet...talk ****, Cookie's cheap lipstick, Hair grease, sperm, and jezebel juice
To hell with the good news that... He was a father for the first time His thirst for wine and women Clouded his vision... No warm welcome for mother and son Just... The rank smell of ass-crack, funk, and cum But Mommy's prayerful strength-her best defense She...burned the dirty linens Made a fresh bed Laid sleeping First Son down And never made a sound As she purged her scourge With birth-blood and quiet tears Watching as her fears and love and sacrifice Lie there in his soft skin and new life Breathing, dreaming, fresh from God's eye Mommy's little survivor Like...her
Mommy called crazy and scorned 'Cuz she two more born One boy soon after The girl much later and... Although they were both sung the same lullabies of hate Her...First Son, the first one Whose...womb-world was profaned Came of age playing street games With Stewie, Rezzie, and Little Brother
'Till his heart start to wither In pain and shame Blamed Mom for the wrong she let Daddy do to her And him... Let...sins of the Father cause his Innocence to wander Found out amongst thieves Chose to squander his dreams Stopped believing in himself Become prodigal with his life Make impossible **** right with... Gang-ties, crime, lies Erase wise, woeful words of Mother Replaced them with absurdities of others Who had also lost their way
Played a different kind of street game now First Son plunged deep Speak street-family vows Espouse no causes but his own See, he couldn't protect Mommy's neck from Daddy's grasp Or...protect Mommy's ass from Daddy's wrath Couldn't shield her ears from... Daddy's foul-mouthed, liquor-breath jeers His only defense-served be confidence Brown bottles housed his swift descent Phones called cops on block frequent for his shenanigans Now...Daddy and him twins in addiction Driven to false-hearted heavens and friends By liquefied demons Had become what he despised from Conception 'til End Destined for a demise Survived nine lives of staying high Conning, jewelry-pawning, arrests, theft Womanizing...only for money, never for sex Bullet in chest, baseball bat to the head Left for dead So, eyes wide and glassy Speech...slowed and slurred Lips twitched with caked-up codeine candy And mouth corners one December 24th Mr. Hide and False Friend Took final ride to suburban supplier Shots were fired by the gray man With shaky hand But not shaky enough to miss... Hit...Lost Boy in back So-called Friend runs for door Leaves First Son blood-born Lying alone in blood on cold floor
Death was the cause of... Returning to Innocence Lost...
Baby 'Sis awake for dawn on Christmas morn To Mommy's sobs and shakes Daddy's silhouettes of regret All past, omitted, and absolved by lost As they clung to each other Knowing...
This is the first day of my life Swear I was born right in the doorway I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed They're spreading blankets on the beach Yours is the first face that I saw I think I was blind before I met you Don't know where I am, don't know where I've been But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know That these things take forever, I especially am slow But I realized how I need you And I wondered if I could come home
I remember the time you drove all night Just to meet me in the morning And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said, "This is the first day of my life I'm glad I didn't die before I met you Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you And I'd probably be happy"
So if you want to be with me With these things there's no telling We'll just have to wait and see But I'd rather be working for a paycheck Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides, maybe this time it's different I mean I really think you like me
-- Edited by richardyoung71 at 20:05, 2005-03-28
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Comes across all shy and coy, just another nancy boy.
Here we go Take a bow Because we're over now You were not There for me When I needed you and honestly I think I loved you more If that's possible I think I loved you more
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It's over now and I can't save you Some things are better left unsaid And all the promises I made were so stupid Maybe we'll be able to be friends If that's possible
Two days gone I'm alright But you can't sleep at night What is it you don't like Are I'm happy now I was playing with your head And I close the door I was kidding when I said I love you more, yeah
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It's over now and I can't save you Some things are better left unsaid And all the promises I made were so stupid Maybe we'll be able to be friends If that's possible
It's over now and I can't save you Some things are better left unsaid And all the promises I made were so stupid Maybe we'll be able to be friends If that's possible
If that's possible If that's possible If that's possible It's over now
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Comes across all shy and coy, just another nancy boy.
I leaned the truth at seventeen that love was meant for beauty queens And high school girls with clear-skinned smiles who married young and then retired. The valentines I never knew, the Friday night charades of youth Were spent on one more beautiful. At seventeen I learned the truth. And those of us with ravaged faces, lacking in the social graces, Desperatly remained at home, inventing lovers on the phone Who called to say, "Come dance with me," and murmured vague obscenities. It isn't all it seems at seventeen. A brown-eyed girl in hand-me-downs whose name I never could pronounce Said, "Pity, please, the ones who serve; they only get what they deserve. The rich relationed hometown queen marries into what she needs. A guarantee of company and haven for the elderly." Remember those who win the game lose the love they sought to gain. In debentures of quality and dubious integrity. Their small-town eyes will gape at you in dull surprise when payment due Exceeds accounts received at seventeen. To those of us who know the pain of valentines that never came, And those whose names were never called when choosing sides for basketball. It was long ago and far away; the world was much younger than today And dreams were all they gave away for free to ugly duckling girls like me. We all play the game and when we dare to cheat ourselves at solitaire. Inventing lovers on the phone, repenting other lives unknown That call and say, "Come dance with me," and murmur vague obscenities At ugly duckling girls like me at seventeen.
The days are okay I watch the TV in the afternoon If I get lonely The sound of other voices Other rooms are near to me I'm not afraid The operator She tells the time It's good for a laugh There's always radio And for a dime I can talk to God Dial-a-prayer Are you there? Do you care? Are you there? And in the winter extra blankets for the cold Fix the heater, getting old I am wiser now, I know, but still as big a fool Concerning you I met your friend She's very nice what can I say? It was an accident I never dreamed we'd meet again this way You're looking well I'm not afraid You have a lovely home Just like a picture No, I live alone I found it easier You must remember how I never liked The party life Up all night Lovely wife You have a lovely wife And in the winter extra blankets for the cold Fix the heater, getting old You are with her now, I know I'll live alone forever Not together now
Lay down and slumber Mama's boy is torn asunder All the fields have gone grey All the leaves are gone brown Let me tell you a story Lay own, I know you're weary While the star's in the sky While the moon's on the rise Lay down and don't you wake till morning Close your eyes and helpless through the night Lay down and dream of love and glory This is a lover's lullabye Once was a magician Fair he was, and handsome And he brought to the table All the fool's gold and wine And he promised us three favors Said he was a saviour But we drank all his glory And we borrowed all his time Lay down, and don't you wake till morning Close your eyes and helpless through the night Lay down and dream of love and glory This is a lover's lullabye My love, sleep tight my love And softly fade away The moon was made of old green cheese To keep the night away Softly now, close your eyes Lightly will you fade The moon was made for wakeful boys To keep the night away Lay down, and don't wake till morning Close your eyes all through the night Lay down in all your glory This is a lullabye Lay down, and don't wake till morning Close your eyes all through the night Lay down in all your glory This is a lullabye This is a lullabye